Saturday, December 13, 2014
Sunday, December 7, 2014
I'm the worst...
I have just one more paper left that I am currently avoiding and an Africa map quiz. THEN I will be done with this last Fall semester of undergrad. From there I will not have a vacation except for maybe a day or two, but only reading and writing all of my forty page thesis paper. At least I really like the subject. I am writing about Animal Assisted Therapy. I kinda wish though I was allowed to write about people assisting animals too. BECAUSE I LIKE THE IDEA OF A MUTUAL BOND OF HELPNESS. And I like the idea of people helping out animals. Actually, this is my paper and I am going to some how incorporate that into it. It's happening. Unless my advisor is stupid like she normally is and tells me I can't. I just really need more articles. I can't even start the introduction because I can't find enough information about the beginning of Animal Assisted therapy in a peer reviewed paper. Also I've run into some stipulations with paperwork and I feel like I'm going to die with red tape all over me or much like Robert De Niro in Brazil. I really don't want to be free of school, but I can't wait to graduate from the honors college. They are ridiculous.
So the idea of moving out has come across my brain a lot lately. I have lots of pros of moving out and lots of cons. Probably more cons. And this is referring to going somewhere for school because I can't actually afford to move out to my own apartment or house. But if I moved out I wouldn't have to deal with driving so much and my parents wouldn't have to deal with my horribleness and they wouldn't have to pay for me directly. Also, I want a therapy dog or cat or animal and I can't have that here. The cons though are so important though that it doesn't seem worth it. Last time I moved out I gave up on life and had to move back home and wasted a lot of money. I really don't want to do that again. I wish I could move out and live down the street or something like that. Or even across the street. I know it sounds stupid but that might work for me. I love living at home and having my parents right there. As much as I am a terrible daughter, I like to think I am 5 and they care about me the same as they use too.
I just want it to be like it was when I was little. I think I would give things ups for that. Give it all up. :'(
So the idea of moving out has come across my brain a lot lately. I have lots of pros of moving out and lots of cons. Probably more cons. And this is referring to going somewhere for school because I can't actually afford to move out to my own apartment or house. But if I moved out I wouldn't have to deal with driving so much and my parents wouldn't have to deal with my horribleness and they wouldn't have to pay for me directly. Also, I want a therapy dog or cat or animal and I can't have that here. The cons though are so important though that it doesn't seem worth it. Last time I moved out I gave up on life and had to move back home and wasted a lot of money. I really don't want to do that again. I wish I could move out and live down the street or something like that. Or even across the street. I know it sounds stupid but that might work for me. I love living at home and having my parents right there. As much as I am a terrible daughter, I like to think I am 5 and they care about me the same as they use too.
I just want it to be like it was when I was little. I think I would give things ups for that. Give it all up. :'(
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