I GOT A JOB. AND THEN LEFT THAT JOB.
ANXIETY IS SO AMAZING.
Anyway...yea. So I'm on the prowl again for something different. I feel so very stuck. I'm on meds though now! I don't know if they are doing anything but I feel sort of numb a lot. I had that sensation before though so I don't think anythings happening yet. I started decorating my room all Halloween-like and I thought I would be more excited but I don't feel anything (there's that numbness again). It's not bad it's just odd. I don't particularly like it but I don't feel too strongly about it either? Idk. I have another appointment coming up soon. I can't imagine myself working full time the way that I am. It's so tiring just existing.
ANXIETY IS SO AMAZING.
Anyway...yea. So I'm on the prowl again for something different. I feel so very stuck. I'm on meds though now! I don't know if they are doing anything but I feel sort of numb a lot. I had that sensation before though so I don't think anythings happening yet. I started decorating my room all Halloween-like and I thought I would be more excited but I don't feel anything (there's that numbness again). It's not bad it's just odd. I don't particularly like it but I don't feel too strongly about it either? Idk. I have another appointment coming up soon. I can't imagine myself working full time the way that I am. It's so tiring just existing.
