GAH...

I'm feeling sad about things I can't translate into words.

I suppose they will just have to sit in my brain.  Hopefully die out.

Escuela...

I'm pretty scared about my first day.

Here we go senior year.

HOPEFULLY THIS IS MY SENIOR YEAR.

I have a lot of scars...

Everywhere.

A dream within a dream...

I've been having crazy realistic dreams.  I do dream every single day but not necessarily to the extent of these.  I wake up thinking they are real and dwell on them for a bit about what I've done or haven't done in them and then realize they were just dreams.

My mind won't sleep.  But I do really enjoy my dreams most of the time.  I can't imagine what it would be like not dream.  I don't think I would like it very much.

Three Years...

I went over to Manfriend's house today.  We had an amazing breakfast and dinner together and talked a lot to each other.  I had missed him quite a bit.   We also built a sheet fort!  It was amazing.  I felt like a gypsy.  When we finished his room, we went into the hallway and after the first two sheets were up, most of Manfriend's dogs came into the hallway and just laid around.   Canine Alley! It was so silly though.  They loved the blankets on the floor. 

 I wanted to sleep over so much.  It would have been fun to sleep in the giant fort.

 

No bad words...

I'm trying to decide if the honors degree is worth it.  I want to have it so it will be easier to get into the Accelerated Masters program BUT I don't even know if I should do that even though I kinda want to.  I really like the minor film program they offer at the main campus but if I go for that I would be adding some time onto my graduation AND I wouldn't be able to get the honors degree.  They only let around 15 percent non honors classes at the junior and senior level of your degree and if I did that it would be a lot more. Le sigh.  Best case scenario would be if I could do both.  It's only 5 classes for the minor too. That would be so awesome.  I would graduate with a bachelors of psych and a minor in film but no honors which could mean no masters program.  I wish I could see into the future and see if the honors degree is worth anything.

  Fuuuuuuuuuuuudge.