Why...

I won't have a therapist anymore after April 2014.

It will have almost been five years.

What am I suppose to do.

She goes...and I'm still messed up in the head.

I don't get it.

Three lines...

I miss so many things. 

In an instant.

Everything hurts so much.

Cries...

Wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Please care...
And if you don't...fight or leave.

Schoolbutts...

So this week.  Two tests. A paper. A Media Presentation. An Article Presentation.

I have 3 of those left to do.

I'm going to fail my test tomorrow because I was so worried about everything else that I didn't study for it.  I will have to say though that I was the most intimidated by it.  It looks impossible.  There is way too much to study for.  I was invited to study with this group after class but I have other obligations to do.  It was too scary to think about anyway.  Being around other people that is.  It could have really helped though.

So now I have to figure out how to study for this weird philosophical jumble of information and make sense of it.

Then after that test first thing in the morning, I have to finish my paper before 2 which should be pretty easy.  I'm almost done.  I might just finish that tonight.  I'm not sure.

Then my article presentation is Thursday so I have to prepare for that.

I just realized I have another test next week.

Soooooooooo muchhhhhhhh.

I really don't want to fail and I don't know why I care.