I missed National Coming Out Day.
I don't know if that matters yet. I don't want to go to school. I like learning but school makes me sad...I don't know why or I do and I'm being lazy. It feels like I'm doing a lot of work to get just an Honors Bachelors Degree and not coming out with a job or more opportunities. I think it's the fact that I have to write this dang thesis. It's too much. I feel like it's not going to matter. I've seen better students than me not get into any of the schools they wanted to. So how the heck am I suppose to? It seems like you get more out of life by just being a really sociable and extroverted than actually knowing anything.
Life is stupid.
I don't know if that matters yet. I don't want to go to school. I like learning but school makes me sad...I don't know why or I do and I'm being lazy. It feels like I'm doing a lot of work to get just an Honors Bachelors Degree and not coming out with a job or more opportunities. I think it's the fact that I have to write this dang thesis. It's too much. I feel like it's not going to matter. I've seen better students than me not get into any of the schools they wanted to. So how the heck am I suppose to? It seems like you get more out of life by just being a really sociable and extroverted than actually knowing anything.
Life is stupid.
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