It's Christmas! Kids had a lot of great presents and heading to my Gram's later for lunch/dinner.
I don't know why I feel sad, but I do. I don't want to. I want to be really happy today. Christmas is my favorite holiday, but a very thick blanket of sadness is over me. I am solemn and quiet. I keep faking this smile. I am happy for everyone but I want to be in this moment with them. I don't want to watch it happen. I really want to be here.
What is wrong with me?
I don't know why I feel sad, but I do. I don't want to. I want to be really happy today. Christmas is my favorite holiday, but a very thick blanket of sadness is over me. I am solemn and quiet. I keep faking this smile. I am happy for everyone but I want to be in this moment with them. I don't want to watch it happen. I really want to be here.
What is wrong with me?
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