Today is my Birthday and I am late night posting before the day ends.
The day didn't go as planned as all of my days never do. The car had a flat tire so I was at Wallace Mart getting it fixed most of the day. It made me really sad. Not sure how I feel about the entirety of the day but I'm trying to feel happy. It's really hard to do it though. I wonder if everyone is good at it or it just isn't as hard for them or they are just better at it. I don't know. I'm really trying to keep it together. I don't want the day to end. I want to hold onto this day and snapshot memories in my brain. Just gotta get the right meds. I have to call this guy to get the right meds. I have to get better. This has to happen.
Happy Birthday Carina.
The day didn't go as planned as all of my days never do. The car had a flat tire so I was at Wallace Mart getting it fixed most of the day. It made me really sad. Not sure how I feel about the entirety of the day but I'm trying to feel happy. It's really hard to do it though. I wonder if everyone is good at it or it just isn't as hard for them or they are just better at it. I don't know. I'm really trying to keep it together. I don't want the day to end. I want to hold onto this day and snapshot memories in my brain. Just gotta get the right meds. I have to call this guy to get the right meds. I have to get better. This has to happen.
Happy Birthday Carina.
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