T-range....

So...life...it feels different this week but the same.  Strange feeling.
I lost four lbs! I don't feel any different though.
I'm going over to Seth Rogan's abode to watch the old batman animated series tonight.  BUT I just remembered I have a meeting tonight with Equal too...so I'm not sure what I'm going to do now.
I've beaten Oregon Trail twice.  I feel empowered.

I still need money and a job.
I actually did pretty well on my Human Species test last week but eh on the quiz for Physio.

I have a quiz this week and a paper due and a test next week.
I can't wait to go home.

Fransssss

This weekend was amazing.  My two best friends were down the first day and then I had one of them stay for the whole weekend.  I didn't want her to leave... : (
I know I keep saying I have to get organized...but Idk how...I have a counselor meeting this Wednesday. I'm pretty nervous. I have two tests this week.  I'm pretty nervous.  Two of my grades suck.  I'm pretty nervous.

Hoping...

My arms and shoulders are a bit sore from the exercises I did yesterday! Yay! I think I'm going to go back to the gym today with my text book and read while power walking again.  I wish I could run while reading but I think it just causes my body to bounce too much and my eyes can't focus on the words.  Or maybe I'll run and then read on the elliptical. Hrm...either way, I must read.  I had a long and good conversation on the phone with my Mom last night.  It was nice :)   So my best friend should be coming up this weekend! I'm so excited! I hope we can go to Pride in Orlando.  It sounds like so much fun.  I'm trying to get a job to obtain the moneysssss.  I finally found the site I needed to sign up in so I can find a job on campus.  I wanted to work at the gym but I'm not certified in CPR.  I should get on that though.  Once they send me back the email I will be able to see what kinds of jobs are available.  I don't like asking for money so I really hope this works out.  Saying this also means that I really have to get on the ball with my school work.  I think I'm depressed...and it really makes wanting to do anything productive difficult...but I know I have to do it(thank you Manfriend for the constant push!).  I really do want to organize and succeed but this constant emotional struggle is really getting to me and that's why I made an appointment at the counseling center.  I hope it helps.

I need chapstick...

My lips are chapped and I can't stop messing with them.  I'm having urges to do drastic things more and more.  I need a job...No...correction, I need money.  I sleep too much.  I have the craziest dreams.  I have things to do but I keep thinking up reasons why I shouldn't do them.  I'm starting not to care about certain things and then caring too  much about other things.  That probably isn't anything new though.  I miss everyone back at home.  I know I'm not taking advantage of the chances I have been given here but I can't help but have this debilitating sadness most of the day.  I wish I could disappear sometimes.