I'm going fishing tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
YAY!
Valentine's Day is coming up!
I've been really into a minimalistic look lately.
White and black and transparency.
I need to take a picture of my paint brushes I bought today. They are clear and oh so pretty.
I also am deciding whether to stretch my ears to a 12g. I want to mainly for these awesome earrings.
OHHH tax return comes in soon and I kinda want to use it toward Roller Derby. I want to be on a team and skate and compete and get fit while doing so. They are just so awesome.
I also started running again! I pretty much go every other day or when I can.
An old friend's Mom came into work today. It made me remember when I had friends and I got really emotional and had to go tear up in the bathroom. I don't know what made me leave everyone. Was it purely me and my crazyness? I remember being upset with everyone changing but I can't recall what completely pulled me apart. I remember also thinking people started to feel so fake. They would just do or say things to please others and I hated it. They couldn't be honest with themselves and stand up or say what they really wanted to and I think I thought that showed a sign of weakness or something. They probably were just not comfortable with themselves yet. I feel like most people are very fake but maybe it is a way to protect themselves...I'm not sure.
I just know I feel so very lonely about all this.
YAY!
Valentine's Day is coming up!
I've been really into a minimalistic look lately.
White and black and transparency.
I need to take a picture of my paint brushes I bought today. They are clear and oh so pretty.
I also am deciding whether to stretch my ears to a 12g. I want to mainly for these awesome earrings.
OHHH tax return comes in soon and I kinda want to use it toward Roller Derby. I want to be on a team and skate and compete and get fit while doing so. They are just so awesome.
I also started running again! I pretty much go every other day or when I can.
An old friend's Mom came into work today. It made me remember when I had friends and I got really emotional and had to go tear up in the bathroom. I don't know what made me leave everyone. Was it purely me and my crazyness? I remember being upset with everyone changing but I can't recall what completely pulled me apart. I remember also thinking people started to feel so fake. They would just do or say things to please others and I hated it. They couldn't be honest with themselves and stand up or say what they really wanted to and I think I thought that showed a sign of weakness or something. They probably were just not comfortable with themselves yet. I feel like most people are very fake but maybe it is a way to protect themselves...I'm not sure.
I just know I feel so very lonely about all this.
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