Thank you...

Thanksgiving was nice with my family.  We ate lots of food! So yummy.  And leftovers have been yummy too.

Today has been kinda awkward.  For some reason when my dad comes over, there's this strange feeling.  It's hard to explain.  I don't like it though.  I think my new dosage is working to an extent.  It seems to make it easier to mask emotions and not cry....but it doesn't mean I don't still feel them.  I'm quite unsettled at the moment about a lot of things but I don't know if I can do anything about them and if I could, I don't know where to start. 

I wish my mind was just happy and situations didn't effect me so much.  I am so emotional at times and cold other times.  There is just so much on my mind...

Oopsie Poopsie...

I had something written earlier for this but I accidentally closed out the window....

yeah....

S.A.

I want to be a secret agent.  Travel the world with secret assignments.  Become a different person in every place.  Have the strength to talk to anyone I needed to.  Be who I want to be.

Yup...

Halloweeeeeeeen

I probably should post about Halloween when I'm in a better mood but I don't want to forget again to update.
 

Thursday I went to Manfriend's house and we made sugar cookies and pumpkin bread.  Everything we baked was delicious and perfect.  He really is a fantastic cook.  I keep telling him he should write his own recipes and make a book.
 

I went camping with my family on Saturday and it was  lots of fun.  None of us had ever done it before so it was a wonderful new experience.  I love the sound of the wind in the middle of the night in the forest.  It almost sounds like ocean waves.  CAMPING ON THE SEASHORE is now on my to do list.  The sand won't be pleasant though.  I also was supposed to get my septum pierced Sunday but the shop was closed.  I was quite annoyed and frustrated.  Halloween was really nice even though I would have rather spent it with my family.  I ate pizza and cookies and watched horror films.

                        Oh! Here is a pic of my costume.

I hope everyone had a safe and wonderful Halloween.

I really can't wait to go home again.

T-range....

So...life...it feels different this week but the same.  Strange feeling.
I lost four lbs! I don't feel any different though.
I'm going over to Seth Rogan's abode to watch the old batman animated series tonight.  BUT I just remembered I have a meeting tonight with Equal too...so I'm not sure what I'm going to do now.
I've beaten Oregon Trail twice.  I feel empowered.

I still need money and a job.
I actually did pretty well on my Human Species test last week but eh on the quiz for Physio.

I have a quiz this week and a paper due and a test next week.
I can't wait to go home.

Fransssss

This weekend was amazing.  My two best friends were down the first day and then I had one of them stay for the whole weekend.  I didn't want her to leave... : (
I know I keep saying I have to get organized...but Idk how...I have a counselor meeting this Wednesday. I'm pretty nervous. I have two tests this week.  I'm pretty nervous.  Two of my grades suck.  I'm pretty nervous.

Hoping...

My arms and shoulders are a bit sore from the exercises I did yesterday! Yay! I think I'm going to go back to the gym today with my text book and read while power walking again.  I wish I could run while reading but I think it just causes my body to bounce too much and my eyes can't focus on the words.  Or maybe I'll run and then read on the elliptical. Hrm...either way, I must read.  I had a long and good conversation on the phone with my Mom last night.  It was nice :)   So my best friend should be coming up this weekend! I'm so excited! I hope we can go to Pride in Orlando.  It sounds like so much fun.  I'm trying to get a job to obtain the moneysssss.  I finally found the site I needed to sign up in so I can find a job on campus.  I wanted to work at the gym but I'm not certified in CPR.  I should get on that though.  Once they send me back the email I will be able to see what kinds of jobs are available.  I don't like asking for money so I really hope this works out.  Saying this also means that I really have to get on the ball with my school work.  I think I'm depressed...and it really makes wanting to do anything productive difficult...but I know I have to do it(thank you Manfriend for the constant push!).  I really do want to organize and succeed but this constant emotional struggle is really getting to me and that's why I made an appointment at the counseling center.  I hope it helps.